Hxdream

For all those choices I made. For all the decisions I never thought through. For all the words I misspoke and for all the hearts I broke.

It had to take all those mistakes to learn who I was not.

When you break, you try to hold all those outside of you responsible for your aches and pain.

Awe but sweet gentle soul don’t you know.

You did not break my heart for I did that to myself.

I broke my own heart.

Not willingly but unconsciously maybe.

But every decision I made that was not Love was a decision I made against myself.

So when you say I’m sorry I hurt you know my dear sweet friend you did not hurt me,

Only I have the power to create the emotions I have and do.